I have never ever made any blogs at all in my entire life. This is definitely my first and hopefully not my last. Someone told me that this can relieve me from stress.
----after 20 minutes or less now i'm back on my keyboard----
This is how my life goes. I don't know where to start, I don't know where to end. I am distracted with many things around me and that is my biggest problem. I lack focus and as of now, I really don't know what should I write about. There are many thoughts in my mind. I want to write everything about myself--my family, friends, loved once, etc...................
ERR! I CAN'T CONCENTRATE!!!!
I'm sorry, I think this first blog won't be successful, my dad and my grandma keeps on talking to me. I can't concentrate. I can't think!!! I am losing my patience. As you can see, I only have a little privacy in this house. I always make or do things in accordance with them. Now my mind is blank, nobody's talking to me but i already lost my thoughts. It's hard to be me! Very HARD! I play a lot of roles. I am pressured to do different things--these and that. People have high expectations on me. But some say that, it is me who pressure my own self to do things I really can't. Maybe they're right. I just wanted to be "in". I just wanted to be accepted by people I love.
The lesson I must ought to learn is to accept who I am.
Now i fail once again, i fail to make this blog worth reading for.. I'm sorry.. I think this is not for me.
